Tarot, Death, & Dreams

Let's start with my tarot reading last night. I felt I needed one so I got my cards out just to have them tell me that I'll most like be having creativity blocks. [sarcasm]Great... That's what I want to hear when I'm focusing on working on my book.[/sarcasm] As well as pulling a card that points to hitting a rough patch in a relationship. I'm reading Randy later today because when I told him he asked for one.

I was struck with Acid Reflux last night. I'm guessing from CiCi's and too much soda. So I didn't get to bed until 3am/4am. It does scare be to get it so bad. I can barely eat anything without almost dying. In reality, I am slightly scared it will kill me. It's quicker to read about it here: . It's pretty much that you have too much stomache acid and it started flooding up your esophagus and tends to eat at it. I'm honestly scared to even know what mine looks like by this point. I really do wish I could afford a doctor and something to help repair whatever damage there is now and to prevent further harm. That and I'm just damn tired of it. It feels like someone dragging a knife through my stomache for hours. Not to mention the occassional vomitting is gross and annoying.

Next I had a dream last night. I don't know if it meant anything, but I was at my mom's house and it was our home on Ohio Ave. Only the front was a movie theater and each row of seats had a table infront of them. It was Thanksgiving and there was alot of her friends there as well as family. Living and past members. I remember strongly that Grandma Snow was there. Also my mother's ex-boyfriend was there. All he said was that he was divorced now and I was like, "oookay." Then I went outside and built a park across the street, which was just an empty lot, (unlike how it's set up in real life). Then I started walking down the road after kids flooded the place and then I woke up. WtF?