A Recap For Those Who Might Care

I was going to do a year review but realized a lot of people missed out on more then just January 2009 to now. So I'll recap from April 2007 to now.

This starts with the end of living with my mother in the trailor park. April 1st Jeremy and I moved into a triplex with his, then girlfriend, Katie and her mother has our neighbor. Now Katie and myself got along until around this time. My gut told me not to move but mom was driving me nuts and so I ignored logic and senses and went ahead with moving out. STUPID-FUCKING-IDEA. It went alright until Katie's true side finally came out. She was clingy, immature, and quite frankly not ready for a grown up relationship. Her jealousy issues were uncalled for and I was stupid and stayed there. I lived there for about 9 months putting up with all the drama and stupidity.

Anyways, come May 2007, Chelle offered me a job at KFC, knowing I needed a job. It was a pain at first, but Katie loved it. Katie had issues and thought I wanted Jeremy's nuts or something, which was bullshit. Going to work was nice because I had to stay at Chelle's for days and it was a nice break. And there was this cute boy who had my eye. Which was another thing! Even knowing how into this boy I was, Katie was still thinking I wanted Jer. STUPID. >.<

Later on Jeremy let this kid David move in. He didn't pay rent, he didn't help around the house, and he ate everything we managed to get. He also called us out for all the tension in the house. Which was stupid because all it led to was Katie saying what I already knew and that fucking crackhead next door to threaten me, which also is stupid. One she's skinny as shit and I could have broken the bitch. Plus I have friends who cage fight and would have dealt with her whether I did or not.

Anyways, lots of drama. I kept trying to kick David out because he was useless and mooching off us, to which no one really backed me up though they all told me they agreed. Soon Jeremy and Dixie started to date. Which is GREAT because Katie thought I was after Jer and I wasn't... And then he ends up with her best friend. While this happens the landlord finds out that we had, by this point, David, Zach, and Tony living there. This als causes a fall out between Jeremy and Tony who still don't talk to this day. Also leads to me being torn between friends to a point that Jeremy gets pissed off that I even talk to Tony. I had to sneak around to hang with him or else Jeremy would have kicked me out and not been my friend. In hindsight I should have let him. That was ignorant.

Soon after this Jeremy claims that I'm treating him like shit then up and moves out by Christmas. This causes me to be homeless for a week because my mother wasn't ready for me to move back and had someone living in my room she had to kick out. I had to bum friend's couches. On the night of my 21st birthday I got ahold of him which he was pissed I had Dixie's number. His gift? Telling me I was shit and if I ever pull whatever it was he thinks I did, he'd kill me. I realized then he was completely different and a douche. So I ended back at my mother's place, but January ended well. KFC bowling started some good things... Like drinking with the KFC boys, including my mondo-crush. After bowling Andrew and Randy came to Chelle's and we drank. Soon we were at my mom's drinking every weekend and becoming better friends. February came and I told Randy, while drinking, that I like him. And when he came over we'd end up falling asleep with each other. The 20th was it. We were deboning and I finally asked why he hadn't asked me out yet because he acted like he liked me. He told me he planned to when he got his license. I told him it didn't matter and then made him ask me out. He did. It was powerful... So powerful that the moon left the sky. ...lol... Nothing to do with the eclipse. >.>

I was happy again. Later on Dixie started inviting people over and Jeremy acted as if nothing happened. It bugged me but Dixie's a friend and I didn't want to start shit. By summer I was practically living with Randy at his parents. Fall came. Randy and I found a basement apartment in a triplex and moved in. Jeremy got a job up here and stays here when he works... Really only agreed to this for Dixie and her mom.

This February was our one year anniversary. We went to A&W. That was it. We couldn't afford anything fancy, not even a movie date. It's hard. KFC doesn't pay us much and we live by the skin of our teeth. Still happy. I live with an amazing boy who I can't wait to be with for a long time. He's even mentioned us getting hitched but it'll be awhile. He's too young. We've even talked about when we have kids... Far down the road of life. I want a boy and a girl. I'm willing to try 3 times. We know we want to name our first son Damien and first daughter Lilith. Also have a 2nd son's name. Alexander. It's Randy's middle name and I'm a Buffy dork and like the fact that I could have a Xander for a kid. Lol Guess that's about all anyone missed.